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On the move again...

As I walked wheeling the trolley containing two suitcases and a rucksack (belonging to my middle brother who has bought himself a new one) I felt tears stinging in my eyes and threatening to push their way out. I suddenly felt so very small and the airport so very big. I’d got off my 45 minute flight from Sola to Oslo, got my bags from the baggage claim (the airline I flew with lets you decide how many bags of luggage you want to take against a small fee, and so I was able to bring not one suitcase weighing 20 kilos, but a suitcase and a rucksack), bought my train ticket for the last leg of my journey, and was walking along in search of a cup of coffee and a waffle to kill the half hour till the train. Walking along I caught myself thinking about this new stage in life. I wondered why this move up to the YWAM base here in Norway seemed so huge, when moving to Brazil obviously was a bigger move, at least further away. And then it occurred to me that when I’d been travelling back and for

Saudade.

I don’t know if it’s getting closer to another change, or if it’s because we had a nice sunny day on Monday, but I am really missing Fortaleza a lot right now. I find myself frequently with tears in my eyes, remembering people I hold so close to my heart. Getting emails from people there makes me feel closer, yet also further away as an email only expresses a fragment of the whole picture. We all perceive and express and feel things differently anyway, don’t we. When Andrew emailed to say that Lisa is close to having her baby and had spoken of me, it made me want to go there and be with her. Be with her in this important and insecure time of her young life. Be with her with encouragement and support. Be with her and show her that she is worth going the extra mile for. It brings back memories of 5 years ago getting up at the crack of dawn to take 15 year-old Rachel to the pre-natal care offered for free on Friday mornings by some Catholic nuns, and getting to go with her to get an ultra

The born tourist- I think so!

It’s been ages since I’ve written now. I guess being uninspired by, surprise surprise, rainy summer weather! Yes, we’ve had rain, rain, and, wait for it…more rain here in Norway too. Records have been broken in the amount of rain we’ve had (I actually heard of someone who is into statistics and measuring the weather conditions, who was very excited about that. I think he tried to act sympathetic to the general majority opinion that the weather this summer has been pants, but he had to admit that he actually thought it was great to see records broken). To add to the rain (for those of you who are used to rain in tropical climates) it’s been cold! Last week I was driving to work in the morning and the car thermometer showed a shocking 11 degrees Celsius in JULY!!! I think the writing part of my brain has suffered from hypothermia or something, or maybe I’ve just not had anything really exciting to write about. I have been travelling a wee bit though. I popped over to England for a bit to